where is himb?
haiz...went 4 a performance juz now in tampines sec...juz now is on 3/12/2004...haha...now is 4/12 liao...hoho...but...it was really a great performance...really great...there's a guest band frm malaysia...n they played really really well...im amazed!e malaysia band still performed while playing...haha...bery nice...im impressed...like wat shuan sae..."better than watching display band perform"...
hearing them played really makes mi wonder...wat standard is himb...even i miself oso dunno...haha...i mean...i really had deep tots lor...i tot himb supposed 2 b better than tp band...coz they r much younger than us...but i was totally wrong...they are way way ahead of us...WAY WAY ahead...haiz...we are way way behind them...
den i told szeming n shuan...when e situation in himb is better...den i will go back help teach horn section...but they asked mi..."when will tt be?" i tot a while...n realised...nv...nv will it b okie...haiz...i tink i haf lost hope in himb liao...esp after e band camp...coz band camp was mi last dae...well...everyone dun believe mi...i will show them...n i mean it...i juz hope i wont turn soft...haiz...
yesh...i love himb alot...but...sometime...its juz too much...im letting mi tots overtake mi...wat i tink might b gd 4 them is always opps...i noe many members tok behind mi back...i act like i dun care a single shit...but i mind-ed everyting...im not like mr tan...he can tolerate all e comments...but i cant...im diff frm him...i tired tolerating...but it made mi feel even wrost...i dunno y...i juz cant help it...i guess...haiz...
but now...i tink its better 4 mi 2 concertrate on mi horn rather than on ani other tings beside mi studies...its up 2 them 2 believe it not tt i dun wan go back himb...mrs ganesan...shuan...szeming...mr tan n mr ng...its up 2 them 2 believe it or not lor...haiz...yesh...i will miss them...but i got 2 do it...or i will nv b able to leave tt place...i gt 2 force miself...haiz...
oh yea...btw...congrats to mr tan of srjc... =)
haiz...himb...im really gifing up hope...i hope candy can help mi care 4 mi section...
thanks candy...
=)
hearing them played really makes mi wonder...wat standard is himb...even i miself oso dunno...haha...i mean...i really had deep tots lor...i tot himb supposed 2 b better than tp band...coz they r much younger than us...but i was totally wrong...they are way way ahead of us...WAY WAY ahead...haiz...we are way way behind them...
den i told szeming n shuan...when e situation in himb is better...den i will go back help teach horn section...but they asked mi..."when will tt be?" i tot a while...n realised...nv...nv will it b okie...haiz...i tink i haf lost hope in himb liao...esp after e band camp...coz band camp was mi last dae...well...everyone dun believe mi...i will show them...n i mean it...i juz hope i wont turn soft...haiz...
yesh...i love himb alot...but...sometime...its juz too much...im letting mi tots overtake mi...wat i tink might b gd 4 them is always opps...i noe many members tok behind mi back...i act like i dun care a single shit...but i mind-ed everyting...im not like mr tan...he can tolerate all e comments...but i cant...im diff frm him...i tired tolerating...but it made mi feel even wrost...i dunno y...i juz cant help it...i guess...haiz...
but now...i tink its better 4 mi 2 concertrate on mi horn rather than on ani other tings beside mi studies...its up 2 them 2 believe it not tt i dun wan go back himb...mrs ganesan...shuan...szeming...mr tan n mr ng...its up 2 them 2 believe it or not lor...haiz...yesh...i will miss them...but i got 2 do it...or i will nv b able to leave tt place...i gt 2 force miself...haiz...
oh yea...btw...congrats to mr tan of srjc... =)
haiz...himb...im really gifing up hope...i hope candy can help mi care 4 mi section...
thanks candy...
=)
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