how?

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before i start...let's tok bout mi dae 2dae...super boring...i will skip skool part...jump to band...went srband...attendence super poor...i see liao sian 1/2...took mi horn out to play...play half way bery bored...den lulu sae i pms...i tink she's e one hafing pms lor...den kerui tired to frighten mi wif xiao qiang...dotx...watever lor...so after playing 4 some time...i was bery pissed liao...so i went find zheng qiang tok...den i told him i need go hi take stuffs...so he asked mi go tell kerui bout it...den after telling him...i took some scores...n went down to hiband...when i reached...they were still hafing breifing...so i took e tings...n start looking wif them...well...like tt lor...later i went to see e sec 1...den tis gal kept calling mi "jie jie"...watever lor...so pri skool...cant b bother...but tis batch...i dunno wat to sae...rude...tt's e word i guess...den i took sectionals wif e horn...okie...im bery xiong n demanding these daes...keep scolding...but i really hope they dun mind...coz i really wan them to play well n improve...esp afiqa n jackson...haiz...den after tt took mr ng's car to hg mall...told him i wont b cuming down after their syf...n he started luffing...i came up wif 2 conclusion...(1)he dun believe i wont cum back...(2)they are(all e instructors)might b leaving after hihs's syf...which is e ans...i dunno...really dunno...studied wif hakim n huimin...den cum home...now dead tired...haiz...

now...main topic...himb's 3 majors...i cant stand them liao...i really need to tok bout it...haiz...seriously...i cant b bother whether they see tis blog not...in fact...i hope tt they will b able to read it...

brinston
well...asst dm of hiband...he's okie lah...but dun seem to haf his own ideas...dunno lah...but i dun really see ani problem in him yet...but...dunno nxt time will gif ani problem not...let's wait n see...except...i told him sth...but dun seem like he gt tell e other 2...

melvin
wat can i sae bout tis guy...who is e dm of e band...i tink...all i can sae is...i dun sae aniting in him...i dun see e light in him yet...we tot he improved...den he seem to deprove again...i dunno...losing faith n hope in him...sth which i dun wish to happen...but cant help him...he dun seem to b doing his stuff...okie...mayb he gt do...but i dun see it...not enuff...heard he scold mi "CB" behind mi back...cant b bothered...

emmeline
i tink i can sae some bit bout tis gal...1stly...NEVER SHOW RESPECT TO SENIOR MEMBERS OF THE BAND!!!main one...tt's e main one...super rude...she sae she noes tt she gt attitude problem...but i dun see her doing aniting to improve on it...well...heard quite a few tings bout her...but i wont sae it to her...of e other majors...seem dun seem to b willing to communicate...i dunno wat to sae...all i noe is...ITS UP TO THEM...emmeline...she really let mi down...totally...when choosing tt time...i see potential in her...but...now...she is like turning back to us...she is not doing wat we wan to see...or mayb wat i wan to see...i dunno...i told her...if she tinks tt she gt AP...she shld change...but she sae shld cannot de...if she nv try...how would she noe?e other...ask her how's e band...when's e nxt band prac...she's not happy bout it...fine...twin told her off...sae nxt time...we wont ask her...immediately ask instructors...i tink its gd too...haz...i gif up...if she wants to cont to b rude to us...fine...let it b...she's at her own loss...we are of no loss at all...i feel like slapping miself...y didnt i try to help her change?i feel like killing miself...y can i nv gain respect...i gave them respect...but nv get back...till i pek liao...nt really showing them ani liao...

watever...i dunno wat to do wif tis majors...scold them oso no use de...sae oso no use de...leave everyting to shuan lah...im a lousy alumni exco member...i cant do aniting...

juz feel like crying all i wan...

broke down yesterdae...

too much hw liao...

too much problems liao...

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