i see green

.*.i see green.*.

yesh...im feeling jealous...at e same time i seriously hate miself...

after reading some of mi junior's blog n reading debbie's blog n oso knowing zh's results n lulu's band results...i started feeling jealous n mad bout miself...firstly...zh gt gold...while debbie n lulu's skool got gold wif honours...yesh...i noe e medal is not e impt ting...but mi juniors...they were all toking bout getting e gold...

i was wondereing...if i haf controlled mi temper even more...i might b able to help e band more...NO!im wrong...if e alumni cum back earlier...we could all help e band more...e gold is now gone...now...its a silver...though its not as shinning...i still like it...i mean it...i really like it...

but...im sad coz i didnt help earlier...I HATE MISELF TOTALLY!!!

im sorry band...i didnt managed to help u guys get e gold...i tried mi best n i noe u all tried ur best too...2007...i will go back n help de...i mean mi words...but tis time...we will really work hard on musicality before getting e gold...

im sorry people...im sorry himb...

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