who am i?

-who am i?-

i dunno...but suddenly...i dun feel like myself...n honestly...i dunno who is really "myself"...i feel so lost...i cant see ani future in me...i dun haf e mood to do aniting now but to go back to himb...but whenever i go back...its all alone...or at most with another person...sometimes...i really wonder...am i suppose to be here...

i fee bery out of place...serious...i dun feel like one of them...i feel...i feel like e odd one out...im not part of them...i dunno y...its juz an instinct...i dun mind giving all i can...but...e tings im doing now...izzit right...or izzit wrong?i dunno...i cant see...i cant see aniting...

i want to b happy...i may look happy...but im dying inside...the tot of "death" keep racing thru my brain...i dunno y...i seem like i had enuff of life...but actually i feel like its not enuff yet...its really sucky...

how i wish a level is over already...den mayb i wont b like tis...

but actually i feel like crying all i can...

tis level of stress...is seriously tearing mi apart...is seriously killing mi...