-fine!-

~5 daes to e grand dae!~

fine...i noe im a bad player...but in time to cum...i will show it to u!thru my dear hiband!i will do it de!i will make it de...thru prac...thru learning...thru teaching!i will be able to update my skills on e horn...not onli e horn...i will b able to play other inst too...i will move forward in my life of music...i will make it de...I WILL!!!just wait n see...it will take years...but i will still do it...b it hiband or wat-so-ever...even if i shld not join ani band nxt time...i will still b able to upgrade myself for music...

dun u ever look down on mi!i will show it to u!i might b a slow learner...i might not b a gd player now...but soon...my music will b heard...despite how many yrs it will take...i want to do it...and I MUST DO IT!

well...i told debbie n lulu liao...if hiband gt a trip of e year...coz e srband like on n off...though i dunno hi's one confirmed yet not...but i cant b bothered liao...hiband shall b e choice now...since they sae 2 players is enuff...so let it b...im fine with it...

i hate my life now...i need music to cheer mi up now...esp band...but not srband animore...but hiband...no matter how tough tt place is...tt's e place where i learnt many impt aspect of life...i dun tink many band has such a ting...coz even srband dont haf it...watever...

i gt e urge to cry again...not in gd mood lately...tomole's e death date...

watever...