aNd sO...

_aNd sO...

and so...yesterdae had tut n band prac again...and yes...after tut i was like...shldigoshldigoshldigo....and yes...e useless mi gave in n went...i tink i cannot cut miself out frm band arh...aniways...it seems like im psm-ing yesterdae to others i guess...BUT IM NOT!!!im jux bery bery upset wif mi tupid playing...bery pissed...haix...i tink e dae didnt started off rite...okie...dun put e blame on others...its mi own fault...for gifing up on it 8mths ago...so as a punishment...i had to train it all back...

its like back to sq 1...but i jux haf to do it...wo ke yi de!!!i can do it!i wont gif up so easily...but e nxt band prac...do i wan to go?havent decide...haix...aniways...they r looking for horn players...so im now like...extra...u noe u noe...hahAHa...

oh yea...yesterdae was sectionals...so able to prac alone...thus found alot of probs...lipping everyting like gone wrong...pitching oso feel hard...kns...i hate it sia...aniways...turn up yesterdae wasnt tt good sia...alot of pple missing...but wat could i sae?nth...all of us r old enuff to tink...n tis is an alumni band...force liao oso no use...e reason given would b working...gt tings on...but was quite shock lor...mr tan nv cum...den pple gone missing...mr tan around den u see pple...hmmmm...but watever e case lah...at least i managed to prac some stuff yesterdae...hopefully sat will b okie if im going...or else im really superly demoralised liao...hopefully e turn up will b better nxt time...

concert or no concert?let's see...