BPO

okie...there's mi BPO again...i guess its bout e time of e month...to haf e mood swing...

u were e person who gt mi so upset b4 cox of ur sms...n now u sae u wan to save this friendship onli after like 5 months???hello...u noe how miserable i felt during tis 5mths?i tot i was really being a bad friend...we have diff ways in hearing a friend's problem...i dun tink u expect everyone to be e same rite?oh well...i guess im wrong...u expect everyone to be e same as u...

i didnt really haf e time to listen to wat u haf to sae tt nite...so all i could to is to ask u to calm down n gave u some smiley...hoping tt u would feel better...cox i dun haf a com to use!bro is back...NO INTERNET FOR MI OWN COM!its sharing...n in e end...b4 i went to slp...i had to receive such a sms...n cry miself to sLp cox it was totally insulting...i noe u haf been a great friend to listen to mi problems...n i really appreciate it...totally...but when u sae tings like...i can always not do it...i was totally ashamed of miself...i felt like mi pride was being smashed...mi diginity is gone...

i treated u as a good friend...so i shared mi problems...but to haf been told..."i can always not do it..."is really superly horrible...i trust pple too easily...so i was hurt again and again...even teachers i trusted so much...

i was damn bloody stupid...in fact...im still damn bloody stupid...pple sae once bitten, twice shy...i tink i nv learn mi lesson...mi stupid habit...mux trust pple no matter wat...i really wish i could change it...i dun wan to trust pple easily...but i cant...i have to trust others to work better...

but i guess im totally wrong...there's no point trusting anione...not even myself...even good friends can hurt u at times...sometimes...i really hate tis place...wanting to trust, but afraid of trusting...

u...i really dunno wat to sae...i gt no intention of saving tis friendship yet...im still feeling damn bloody ashamed of miself...