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well...let's go wif e good news 1st...mondae went to urology again...and guess wat?

IM FREE!!!

in other words...im finally discharged...since i tink last yr was it april or was it july?i cant rmb...watever e case...im done n over wif kidney stones...yipee~ i dun even wan it again!!!




okie...tues...wat did i do?oh...went down to nvss for band...in fact more like maintaining e horns...hahaHAHaa...sat in their prac...mr tan was angry wif some of e members...den it hit mi...i missed band alot...esp under mr tan teaching...i rmb times when he was angry n how he really told us off...n i really enjoyed his teaching...n mr lenord tan's teaching too...i rmb telling mrs chua tis b4...im really grateful being able to b under tis 2 instructors...den mr tan was like asking mi to stay after e performance...as in b resident player...but i told him...i actually tot of gifing up band liao...which in fact i do wan to...but cox he asked n after much rejection...i decided to play...or else...its no band for mi...aniways...after telling him tt i intended to drop band...he actually sae not to...its better for mi to carry on...but i dunno wat's best for mi now...aniways...after band went to watch harry potter wif kitty...it wasnt as bad as i tot it would b...hahHAaa...

wed...wat did i do?i tink i slacked at home...or i didnt?all i could rmb was i kept going out leh...oh...went to skps...mi new skool...e vp seems nice...oh well...hope mi stay there would b good...evening went to tut...haix...tinking of giving up mi p2 student...BUT I MUX JIAN CHI XIA QU!!!!

thurs...i noe wat i did!haHAhaa...had piano lesson...den went to hg mall...den happened to meet fj,mj,hg and jackson there...so i treated them to xiao long bao...since i nv try xiao xuan feng before...haHAHaa...but after i paid...i left...haHAhaa...

fri...went to nvss again to cont wif mi horns...but instead end up teaching li fang...she mayb slower...but she's bery determined...which i find is good...cox i believe tt no matter how slow u r...one dae u will succeed...im a slow learner too...but i hate e trumpet player...dumb...after tt went down to holy side...really glad to see familiar faces...gt free food too...haHAhaa...den jackson has to b so whiny...bout sushi...n i gave in...so e 4 of us...ie fj,hg,jackson n mi went ichiban lor...den we happened to meet mr ng n mrs ng...hahHAaa..chat a while...had a great dinner...

sat...went tut n band again lor...mi sats r rountine based now...but amazing!for once...i had proper lunch!!!hahAhaa...usually its jux energy bored which makes mi wanna puke...hahAHaa...okie...aniways...at nite after mi bro came home...we had a short conversation...

bro: u went out 2dae arh?
me : yea...
bro: where u go?
me : went to nv alumni band lor...
bro: huh?how cum u go there?
me : cox mi instructor asked mi to go...so i go lor...
bro: wat u do there?
me : play lah...now oso trying to help out a bit...
bro: they pay u arh?
me : huh?wat u mean they pay mi?
bro: u not frm nv meh...so tt means they pay u to go rite?

den it hit mi hard...why did mi bro asked mi such a ques?i really dunno...i mean...alumni band...isnt it like on voluntary basis?if u wan u go...no such ting as paying u to go wat rite?aiyoh...wo bu zhi dao la!but tinking back...whenever i help wif a band...i usually gif n gif n never ask aniting in return...mayb sometimes i haf to foke out a little...but seldom i get aniting in return...be it a thank or wat...haix...tis is mi pathetic life...for mi music journey...

aniways...life seems a bit screwed up lately...been regretting bout band again...regretting bout wat i oso dunno...about gifing up n returning or y gave up in e 1st place i oso dunno...but mi new life is starting soon...i hope everyting would b fine...seriously...i hope mi decision to b a cl teacher is not wrong...i wan to do mi best...

though i really wish to b able to learn n teach music more than chinese...