i quit

+i quit!+

fine...i dun wan to bother bout aniting liao...wat's e point...all e time free labour free labour...do all e shit stuff onli!

i wan to leave!!!really wan to leave!!!i had enuff...i do so much stuff...at e end of e dae...wat's e results...nothing...

im always e invisible...e 4gotten...so wat's e point of staying so long?wat's e point of not leaving?

im jealous...im seriously jealous...i dun wanna to b jealous...but e green monster always visit mi...i dun like e green monster...ask him to leave...im not once wat they were...but i feel like...i trying to b like them...i dun like it...its not miself...

i wanna teach them mi 13yrs knowledge of music...but im not given e chance...not a chance at all...so wat's mi point of staying?saying wanting mi to b involved with e music side is all juz a lie...or is it not?i dunno too...im losing faith n hope in miself...

so wat if i stay?so wat if i leave?it will still b e same...

i will not go till im told to do so...but not by e members...

in short...i quit...

i simply feel like crying non-stop...

it seem worst den before exams... =(