more tots

well well...mayb ive been too free...been tinking much again lately...haiz...

hmmm...pass few daes de band really made mi temper bad again...haiz...coz of some alumni tings too...but wat e lah...oh god...pls let mi ignore e band a while sia...haiz...sick n tired...

i seriously dunno how to blog down mi tots 2nite...but...there's sth i wanna sae...

chelmin...if u r reading tis...i juz wanna u to noe...u r not alone...u r juz feeling alone...look around u...clearly...properly...there are alot of pple who really really care bout u...but dunno how to express themselves to u...pls...stop hurting urself...pls...let mi haf e chance to listen to u...u r nt invisible...im nt trying to b nice here...but u've always been on mi list on tinking of how to tok to u...im nt a bery open-minded person...i wait 4 pple to tok to mi...instead of e other way round...if there's no need...im dumb...i keep quiet...u r nt an idiot...im e greatest idiot...i didnt realise tt mi junior feels neglected in e band...sorry...

god...pls help mi to work well with these kids...