weLL...

_weLL..._

tml's a time to relax...n i mean...im really going to e arcade...gelare for waffle n BLAHX!

im sick n tired of e life im hafing liao...sometimes...i jux wish...im nt in s'pore now...i wish to b in oversea studying music...i hope i haf enuff money to pay for mi piano lesson...i wish i haf a stable job...

nafa or nie...

nafa...i dun haf e money to learn...nie...do i really wan to b stuck in e teaching line?will i haf e patience...e determination...so many pple are telling mi tings...though i haf experienced it miself...so do i still want to cont with it or really jux stick to e music line?i seriously dunno bout aniting now...e mind is so full...

haix...if i were in an oversea skool studying music...will i wan to cum back after tt or jux stay there...gt a pr there...or would i cum back...

but wat if im in nafa...will i haf e strenght n determination to build e music i wan?e pieces i created...will it b known...e works i play...will it b heard?

nie...am i cut out to b a teacher...or am i jux a nobody?can i handle all these students all over again?or will i find it as hard as ever?

i keep telling miself...even if u r down...dun gif up faith n hope...but y am i always seeing nth...

mayb i shld learn mi bro...go to church...go pray...or mayb i shld haf more faith in mi god...or mayb...i shld haf more faith...in miself 1st...seriously...wat's e pt of believing in god...if i dun haf faith in urself?no offence to pple who believe deeply in their religion...tis is jux mi pt of view...

where shld i cont frm here?

where?