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i finally passed mi ept test...but here cums e biggest problem...shld i go ahead with nie...or wat?

i really dun wan to regret being a teacher...a pri skool teacher is okie...but mi forte is music...i wanna teach music..so tt means...a sec skool...am i really prepared to teach a sec skool again? i really dunno...honestly...im scare...

shld i go nie?shld i go nafa?shld i go oversea? i really dunno...haix...i really wish to go oversea...but e skool fees...n i feel tt...if i go over...will i haf e strength n determination to survive...will i wan to cum back after i grad...if i go nafa...wat will happen to mi nxt time...n honestly...can i get in e 1st place...with mi standard? wat if i go nie...will i b like wat ms chong sae...stuck in tis line for life...would i wan tt to happen?

i dunno...i haf dreams...but im afraid of achieving them...making them cum true...these daes...i did try to spend alot of time at e piano...but i started tinking...am i learning e rite way...if nt...wouldnt i b wasting alot of time?

tml...i'll b dead...so bee...pls let mi b able to play e 3rd movt...thanks...