wAt shLd i dO?
wAt shLd i dO?
1st up...i wanna sae...thank god for looking over mi again...rmb i sae on 28/8 i was in hospital e whole dae?after tt...i was diagonsed wif kidney stone...on mondae...i was supposed to haf a dae surgery for it...where i will undergo strong radio waves to blast e stone...but thank god...e stone was gone by itself...e docs cant find them...its a bery bad experience...so pple...take care of urself...drink LOTS of water...stones are formed when u dont haf enuff water intake or ur body is too acidic...
next...mi mood was totally crashed during srband bbq...so i spent some quiet moment alone by sitting in pasir ris park...enjoying e cool wind...e calming waves...n e "spirited away" view...n of cox...alot of self reflection...den alot came into mind...y did i leave band...for all...i tink i will losing alot of friends after tis post...but i tink...if i haf to ...i haf to...
i tink mi biggest wish is to haf trust ba...once i lost e trust...i gt no motivation to do aniting ani longer...so tt's e main reason i left...i cannot work along wif e alumni...but tt's nt e biggest problem...e trus...even without appreciation i can work so long...cox i tot there's trust all along...but well...lost e trust...forget everyting...
now...can stop asking wat's mi reason leaving?
even mi junior sae to mi...forget it lah...jux leave...wat's e pt of staying when nobody cares...i tink i agree with her...but i oso gt scolded by others...but...like wat can i do?cry here n there a bit...but i haf to get along wif life again...
y did i sae i may lost some friends?
cox i intend to stop toking to pple who reminds mi about e good side of band...mayb...somtime down e road i will regret...but im really tired le...mrs nathan sae mi..."dunno wat happened to tis gal...all of e sudden nt cuming to band..." i told her e truth too...nth to hide really...i tink after i help finish tis section's warm up exercises...which i doubt thEy will use...i haf to drop all...drop everyting...including friends if i haf too...
but i really dun wan to lost mi friends...so pple...dun tok to mi band if possible...
1st up...i wanna sae...thank god for looking over mi again...rmb i sae on 28/8 i was in hospital e whole dae?after tt...i was diagonsed wif kidney stone...on mondae...i was supposed to haf a dae surgery for it...where i will undergo strong radio waves to blast e stone...but thank god...e stone was gone by itself...e docs cant find them...its a bery bad experience...so pple...take care of urself...drink LOTS of water...stones are formed when u dont haf enuff water intake or ur body is too acidic...
next...mi mood was totally crashed during srband bbq...so i spent some quiet moment alone by sitting in pasir ris park...enjoying e cool wind...e calming waves...n e "spirited away" view...n of cox...alot of self reflection...den alot came into mind...y did i leave band...for all...i tink i will losing alot of friends after tis post...but i tink...if i haf to ...i haf to...
i tink mi biggest wish is to haf trust ba...once i lost e trust...i gt no motivation to do aniting ani longer...so tt's e main reason i left...i cannot work along wif e alumni...but tt's nt e biggest problem...e trus...even without appreciation i can work so long...cox i tot there's trust all along...but well...lost e trust...forget everyting...
now...can stop asking wat's mi reason leaving?
even mi junior sae to mi...forget it lah...jux leave...wat's e pt of staying when nobody cares...i tink i agree with her...but i oso gt scolded by others...but...like wat can i do?cry here n there a bit...but i haf to get along wif life again...
y did i sae i may lost some friends?
cox i intend to stop toking to pple who reminds mi about e good side of band...mayb...somtime down e road i will regret...but im really tired le...mrs nathan sae mi..."dunno wat happened to tis gal...all of e sudden nt cuming to band..." i told her e truth too...nth to hide really...i tink after i help finish tis section's warm up exercises...which i doubt thEy will use...i haf to drop all...drop everyting...including friends if i haf too...
but i really dun wan to lost mi friends...so pple...dun tok to mi band if possible...
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